Today was your 4th birthday, we went to your grave and put flowers and toys and a balloon up to celebrate, your godparent Bonnie and friend Katie sang happy birthday to you.. I brought you a candle holder and lit a candle in memory of you.. I cant believe it has been 4 years since you passed, people say it gets easier by time, but its not getting easier for me, i wish you were to celebrate your birthday and not in the clouuds, I would love to see you and hold you again i miss you so much :( We went to your uncle Christopher grave today as well and put some flowers down as he would of been 42 on the 5th April its amazing how quickly times flies xx