Merry Christmas,

Another year without you, just gets harder every year. What I would give yo have you here to celebrate just one Christmas with your family we would make the best Christmas EVER! All I have is wishes, dreams and that is it breaks my heart that I have to go through this knowing your not here with me, I feel so incomplete without you here....

Once again, your mummy getting all emotional and crying as I write this for you, I know you wont ever read it but its memories that I will treasure, and pass onto your brothers maybe they will update it when I'm gone and then I can finally be reunited with you.. 

Anyway, back onto Christmas I really hope that you got spoilt from your uncles, great nan, your nanny Tracy, grandpa Ron and other family members as your our very own shining star, and my gorgeous  angel.

Merry Christmas son 🎅🎄🤶