I can't believe it's another Christmas without you just don't seem to get any easier but I know that I have to face the fact that it is another one of many that I'm going to miss with you not here.

I'd like to say it gets a little easier with the fact I have your two brothers here to celebrate Christmas but no matter how happy iam for them I can't stop thinking about how hard it is with you not with your family. I managed to decorate your grave for Christmas it took longer than normal as the weather wasn't kind to us this year, I'm sorry for that but hope you liked your grave all decorated and I hope you got spoilt by all your family members up there as I know if you were here you would of got so spoilt.

Merry Christmas son 🎄 until we meet again xx