Well another year and another Christmas without you, people still say it will get easier but it still don't for me all i keep thinking about is what would you look like and the fact that I will never get to see you grow up breaks my heart more and more each day..

I know you are here in spirit but it's not the same not having you here, I sit and think at times why me and why did they have to take you away from me..

I miss you so much! Until we meet again I will hold you in my heart forever as i can't hold you in my arms my heart is the next best thing.