So today you would be turning 8 years old just the thought upsets me knowing I will never see you grow up, all i have are photos and heartbreaking memories that I wish was good ones to remember.. I will visit you today like I do every year on your birthday and buy you a birthday balloon I can't believe you will be turning 8 mad how quickly time has gone. I miss you more and more each passing day, I would love to know what you look like now maybe one day I will finally get that chance to meet you and hold you in my arms. I suppose in a way a mother can only dream of holding her angel son again and fingers crossed I am one of them mum's... Happy birthday my darling son! I hope you are celebrating on that little white cloud with the rest of your family and friends xx